I need to breathe..

Breathe

;I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Colours of the day

Purple to blue,
blue to chocolate,
and i wonder, what is it for tomorrow :)
maybe yellow?

Silenced.

Have you ever heard the sound of heartbroken?
some said its like the sound of breaking glass,
some said its like the sound of torn paper,
some said its like the sound of ocean,
some said its like the sound of river flow,
but me said, it is no sound. none.
silenced.. even the heartbeat.
it stops pumping.
stop breathing.
there's nothing left.
false hope. ridiculous possibilities. nightmares.

The power of ...

Diphenhydramine!

AhhHhhh~
Feeling much better now...

Shh... Its the night elves.

Staring out from the window, lights are on, in the middle of the night.
it seems like the night elves working hard on those shoes for the cobblers :)
candies, chocolates, warm milk fill the nights with bliss.
it's gonna be a wonderful tomorrow!

fairy-tales embrace imagination.

Jumanji

The adventure of the 3rd chapter--- tingle the mingle.
7 days, 7 tasks, total of survivors- unknown, until the game ends.
This is how exam feel, like a Jumanji.
you fail, you lose, you're out of the board.

escalators.

sometime you are up high, you tend to forget where you stand.
this is the time when you go one way, and never turn back.
until one day, it stops, and you realize what's behind is a screwed up.
because you only go forward and never look back, you never care.

you don't see what you've done. but the world does.
there are only 2 eyes on your face.
and a brain, perhaps a dysfunction one.
it's just another bad day.

look into the mirror reflects bundles of memories.
the ones bring you down to hell, and the ones bring you up to heaven.
but lately, this thing just couldn't help, spinning round and round in my head.
exam is coming, me doubt, me worry, me scare.
that makes me realize how much i miss the time we had together.
cheerleading.dancing.hangout.gossiping.bitching.whoring.

this is where it should be ended, for the moment.
books on, sit straight, and study!